WHY IS IT SO HARD?! This is a slight vent.

I have a stack of ideas that I want to turn into short stories and books.  However, I can’t seem to get my ass in gear.  My concentration is absolutely not around and when I do finally get that sensation of NEEDING to write, life happens.  I get distracted by people needing me, me needing people, me having a sudden thought of doing something.  As my blog is called, my mind mess is extremely messy and not matter how much I try to write down what I’m doing, I end up still being a mess.  I’m in the process of getting all my notes into one notebook so I can easily find what I need.  Not sure how I’m going to do that.  I might have to go get one of those good notebooks that is separated into 5 subjects or something.  Not sure how that will work…  I hate being disorganized but I can’t seem to get myself organized.  I have way too many projects, not just writing, but personal as well.  Sometimes I wonder if I can get my personal life organized, then I can get my writing self organized.  But I don’t want to put my dream on hold anymore.  I have put it on hold in order to finish school, get married, raise kids, working, volunteering…  I just want everything to work out perfectly but I know that it won’t.  Even as I type this, I have a beautiful daughter who is talking my ear off and can’t seem to comprehend that I’m trying to work as I try to spend time with her.  So, think of me as you all work on your projects, as you write.  Send motivation, concentration, and inspiration my way, because I’m scared that my dream of being published will never happen.  Hell, I’m scared that my dream of getting a book done will never happen.

Break time

It’s been a crazy few weeks and now I seem to have caught a cold.  My concentration is nothing now, so I’m going to take a brief break to recover from whatever cold I have picked up.  Once I’m back on my feet, I’ll be back posting.  Thanks for your support in my blog and I hope that you will follow me on Twitter and on Facebook.  🙂